A step to change my life

Lately I'm feeling very sad about my life in all aspect.

My weight is one of the factors.

I'm done with my medical check up recently.

And guess what???

I'm nearly *5 kg babe!!!

I promise you, I'm not in 45kg anymore because that was 7 years ago.

Oh God! As years goes by, my weight is increasing!!!

AAAAAAAAAHHHG!!!

Now, I realised I have to change my lifestyle.

and lately..I think Allah listened to my words,

He made me met with my former shooting coach.

LANAHON BIN AMBUK

If I'm not mistaken, that's his

real name.

weird right??

Alamak takde gambar la pulak..takpe2 nnt I upload.

He is so tough eventhough he is almost 65 years old.

He is the best fitness coach I ever met..

Oh God!!!but not crazy as Jillian in The Biggest Loser

(I dream to be a part of the biggest loser Asia one day, If God give me to do so)

..haha..

He motivate me to do a lot of exercises since I'm doing nothing at home.

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Today morning, I went to Tasik Titiwangsa.

Without feeling of shame and afraid to anybody, I went there alone.

(adik aku yg lepas spm tu asyik keje membuta je, org ajak die tak mau teman)

It is a recreation park which is being upgraded with outdoor gymnasium facilities.

I thought for it for so long but never want to try it.

I'm so proud with myself today, I had touched it and use it.

I even went jogging 1 round of that tasik for 25 min and 24 sec.

..hohoho..

That was really frustrated.

Because I ever did better than this when I was an shooting athlete under my coach attention.

I ever did it in 15 min.

It is really made me realise that I'm not fit as the past.

I have a lot work to do to get back my stamina.

!!!!So, YAN!!!!

!!!!GO!GO!FIGHTING!!!!

I nak sangat fit mcm Jillian.

nak sangat...!!

She is small build but very fit.

My hand made banana cake!!

Yeaah!!!!!what a relief.

Banana cake is ready to eat..

This is my first time doing banana cake without anybody's help.

Isn't it great?

I can do it on my own now. haha.. ^senyum smpai telinga^ :)

Ni la provenyer!!!

Sangat sedap when I ate it with ice-cream!!

Actually I started the idea of making it was when I realised I bought some banana from the "pasar tani" last Thursday morning. Lame da kan.haha

That raw banana was getting turned their colour to black.

So, I think there's no one in my house want to eat that banana since it looked like almost rotten.

Then, I met my Mr. Google!!hehe..(penyelamat)

Datang la idea nak buat kek nih..

google punya google jumpa la one recipe nih..

It is really easy.

just need 3 cups of flour, 2 cups of sugar,

6 bananas diblend (actually the original recipe is needed only 2 bananas)

it's up to you! *nak letak brape pown xkesah*

1 teaspoon of baking powder and soda bicarbonate each.

half cups of butter or corn oil and a couple of eggs.

caranya, heat the oven for 180 degree Celcius

beat the sugar and eggs sampai kembang.

then, add the flour, baking powder and soda bicarbonate.

add the blended bananas

lastly, put the oil and stir it until all of it come together.

paint little of planta or butter at the surface of a cake mould so that the mixture doesn't stick at the surface of the mould.

bake it for 45 min.

!!!DONE!!!

My 20th birthday!!

Comey elmo nih!!I'm in a group of 20!!!hehe..what a wonderful day.

First of all, thank you so much to my mother, who had a really hard time when delivering me to this world. She is a lovely person. Sayang mak sangat2. Please forgive me for my mistakes, stubbornness and silly actions. I will try to be a better child for you. Please don't cry because of me anymore. Maaaak!!!!I really love you.

Secondly, thank you ayah. I knew. Without you, I cannot be a human. I mean, I really need you to guide me when I face trouble. You're the first person who taught me about cooking. It was fun. And..thank you for your advise. Eventhough, I anggap you 'membebel' selama ni. But, I really took it into my mind.hmm..Sometimes..hehe..Really love you too. I know you are a protective person. But, I'm 20 now ayah. Please let me have a space to hang out with my friends. Please ayah.

Plus, credits to my father's friend, Uncle Khalid!! He such a nice guy. Thank you for treated me and family a dinner. The food was very delicious!

Unforgettable!!my friends.Thank you so much to you guys who wish me via phone, sms and post it on my wall in facebook. I lovin' it!!

Especially to Nor Atiqah, Noraisyah, Siti Nur Liyana and a new friend called wanie!! I got a new friend on my birthday!!they just called me from Australia!! It was very memorable for me. Maybe it was written by Allah that I can't continue my study with them. Even if I take IELTS exam for 20 times, if He said I can't go there, I take it. It's fine. I knew Your give to me doesn't stop here.

Fighting Yan!!!If I can't make it to the Australia, I wish to learn Korean language for my third language. Who have noticed any fun learning blogs or websites about that, please inform me!!hehe.

Hmm..die pown ade wish aku gak.tapi, aku takde la kesah sangat. die dah ade hidup baru kan. kalau aku takde pown takde makna bagi die. Pape pown, tq jer.

Let end here. Thank You sangat2 for wishing me HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! Suke99...

P/s: IELTS result is coming soon! Hope for the best. Pray for me.

Is it enough??

I'm still hoping with whatever i'm done before, i'm doing right now and will do in the future. Is it enough??Anyone??Please help me...

Hanya Allah Yang Tahu

Aku tau aku tak patut mempersoalkan segala ketentuan Allah dah tetapkan bagi aku..tapi..Kenapa payah sangat perjalanan yang aku tempuh ini dijalan-Mu, Ya Allah..?

Kau permudahkanlah urusan rakan-rakan ku yang lain..

Terima Kasih Allah..

nichkhun!!!!!

He's very adorable!!!!

What can I say???

I am in love with him..

hehe*gedix*

His name is Nichkhun Buck Horvejkul. He is original from Thailand.

He is a Korean singer and raper in a group named 2pm.

Actually I fall for him when I saw him in We Got Married.

One of Korean show.

It is a just show. He's not married yet in reality.

When I saw him in the show, the way he eat, the way he smile, and the way he act towards victoria f(x) (his wife in the show),

I feel very happy (asyik senyum jer tengok muka die!!).

!!!Die sangat comey!!!

Nak suami cam die boleh??Tapi nak yang beriman..hehe..

come back!!!

Wah!!!!aku punyer title nie mcm nk buat album plak..hehehe...

da lame sepi..kini kembali lagi...salam semua...

rindu gak aku nk bertaip-taipan kembali...korang sihat ker???

harap semua sihat la kan...insyaallah...rindu plak ngan semua...

hehe...mcm2 cerita aku nk tulis...

1.BARU HABIS FIRST YEAR DEGREE...

aku bru jer tamatkan zaman 1st year degree aku kat unikl..wa...masa itu emas...dan i berlalu dengan sgt pantas...

sgt rindu korg yang terlibat same ngan aku...

alhamdulillah la semua result ok..

waaaa.....lepas nie..kene buat ape plak???aku pown tak tau la ape agenda mara lepas nih...just wait n see...

p/s ~korang dak UWA dah buat medical checkup ker??aku dilemma nih...

2.IELTS..

aku pown da xtau nak kate ape tentang english aku...memang aku mengaku english aku x sehebat mane pown...tapi aku usaha ke arah yg lebih memuaskan..Chaiyok!!!

3.ABANG ELY DAH KAWIN...KAK WANI DAH BERTUNANG...AKU BILE LAGI!!!???

HAHAHAHA....gedik pulak...semua dah berpunya...alhamdulillah la dari buat perkara yang bukan2 kan...

gembira buat dorg...kalau la ade rezeki aku belajar kat tempat lain...aku rase kn...kalau lepas 3 tahun aku x de kt umah mesti aku da ade anak buah!!!!WAAAAA.....suke2!!!

insyallah la...aku suke jer...tapi tang menjage nyer..aku serahkan kepada yang pakar la yer..hehe...

4.Resipi baru...

aku ade la buat cookies n kek...alhamdulillah la jadi..aku xtau bile nak terbukak hati adik aku nak memasak pulak...da hampir 18 tahun tak reti nak memasak...anak dare nih memang tak makan saman kalau suruh buat kerja dapur nih..yang dia arif basuh pinggan jer..hampeh!!!

5.UWA...

aku harap sangat boleh pergi UWA nak belajar...pape pown doakan jer la...